2 weeks holidays or more

2 weeks holiday, but i not sure it will be longer or not as i cannot get myself a job....
it will stand to endless holiday... or JOBLESS other way.
i got 2 trips, i got no interview appointment.
and wat is actually going on? i cant concentrate to look for more opportunities but waiting for my x-manager to arrange everything for me
i lost my motivation and initiative to look for it.
i found no reason why, but i just know 1 thing.
no free lunch in this world,
no pain, no gain,
no sacrify, no victory.
no matter how, i just can wait and focus on other thing til the rite time.

oh my gosh... i cant focus......!!!

relax relax.... Phileo u must re calm your mind.